Hey guys! It's time for the next part in Joseph's story!
Just so you all know, I decided to work on his story on Saturday afternoons, to make sure that I would actually work on it in a timely fashion, so the rest of the week, I'll post other stuff.
Okay, to recap, Joseph was sold as a slave by his brothers and was bought by Potiphar in Egypt, who was captain of the Pharoh's guard.
Potiphar's wife had her eye on Joseph and kept trying to get him to be with her, and he kept saying no. Eventually, she got him alone and grabbed his cloak. He ran off, leaving his cloak with her, giving her enough 'evidence' to get him thrown in prison, where the Guard really liked Joseph and set him in charge of the affairs within the prison.
So, Joseph is in prison when the Pharoh has his Butler and Baker thrown into prison as well. It doesn't really say what they did, but perhaps the roles they played in the Pharoh's house had something to do with it.
The Butler was the one who brought the Pharoh his drinks. The cup-bearer, or Butler, would taste the wine to make sure that it was not poisoned.
The Baker was obviously the Pharoh's baker, the guy who made the bread and stuff.
Both of these men would have had to be very trustworthy so that they wouldn't be bought out by the Pharoh's enemies and poison him.
So, these two men were in prison with Joseph. It says they were in custody for a while, so I imagine the men would have become friends or at least comfortable with each other.
So one day, after they had been there for a while, the Butler and the Baker both had a dream, both in the same night.
I would just like to point something out here. In today's society, most people have dreams, almost every night, about things they have done, places they have been, people they know, television shows they watch, books they read. I think that sometimes people still have dreams like what they had in the Bible times, dreams that mean something, and I think that in the Bible times, people may have had dreams about things they did too, people they knew. But I think that there is a difference between dreams that mean something and dreams that are just your mind drifting through your memories in your sleep. I think that when you have a dream that means something, you know it. It just feels different. Okay, I just wanted to mention what I think about dreams.
Anyway, Joseph noticed that the Butler and the Baker were both sad the next morning. When he asked them why, they told him that they had both dreamed strange dreams, but there was nobody to tell them what the dreams meant.
Joseph responds, "Don't the interpretations of things belong to God? Tell them to me please."
So the Butler decides to tell Joseph his dream.
In his dream, he saw a grape vine with three branches. He was able to watch the branches blossom and bear fruit. So he took the Pharoh's cup and squeezed the juice of the grapes into the cup and gave the cup to Pharoh.
So Joseph told him what the dream meant. He said that the three branches on the vine represented three days, and that in three day, the Pharoh would restore the Butler to his former position.
But Joseph also asked that the Butler remember that Joseph was in prison. He told him that he was a Hebrew who had been sold into slavery, and he had done nothing wrong and had been thrown in prison on a false accusation.
When the Baker heard how good the Butler's dream had turned out, it gave him hope, so he told Joseph his dream as well.
In the Baker's dream, he had three white baskets on his head. In the highest basket was all kinds of delicious and beautiful baked goods (I always imagine cupcakes, although I'm sure it was something more appropriate to the times, I just love cupcakes). But then birds came down and ate all the baked goods in the baskets.
So Joseph told him that the three baskets also meant three days, and in three days, the Pharoh would also bring the Baker out of prison, but for him it would result in the hangman's noose, and the birds would eat his corpse after he had died.
Three days after this was the Pharoh's birthday (which would have been a great time for cupcakes, just sayin').
The Pharoh decided to throw a party for all his servants. This kind of strikes me as odd. This must of been a kind man, like Esther's husband. He still cared for those under him. I mean, come on, he threw a part on his birthday for his *servants*.
Anyway, on this day, the Pharoh decided to restore the Butler to his former position, so he brought him out of prison.
He also decided to bring the Baker out of prison, but he had him hung, and left his body for the birds to eat, just as Joseph had said.
And the Butler, who had spent so long with Joseph, forgot to mention him to the Pharoh, so Joseph stayed in prison for the time being.
I want to point out that Joseph did not say "Tell me your dreams, I can interpret them."
He said, "Doesn't God give interpretations?"
He gave God the credit for interpreting the dreams. The men with him were Egyptians, they would never have thought one way or the other about it, they may even have thought Joseph was a god or something like that. They were pagan, but Joseph *still* gave God the credit.
It's no wonder that God blessed him.
Cheers!
Saturday, March 9, 2013
Friday, March 8, 2013
My Gypsy Carnival photo shoot (and I might mention Walking Dead)
Well, I've had a fun last two days!
Yesterday, I had my friend Ashton over to watch Walking Dead.
Today I had my friend Fitz over to watch Walking Dead.
Same episode.
Oh well, it was awesome fun anyway!
Last night, while I was waiting for my dad to come home, I decided to have another photo shoot, this time, Gypsy/ Carnival theme.
I had to practically pin my clothes to me, they were all too big. I now know what a real model feels like.
Anyway, PICTURES!
Yesterday, I had my friend Ashton over to watch Walking Dead.
Today I had my friend Fitz over to watch Walking Dead.
Same episode.
Oh well, it was awesome fun anyway!
Last night, while I was waiting for my dad to come home, I decided to have another photo shoot, this time, Gypsy/ Carnival theme.
I had to practically pin my clothes to me, they were all too big. I now know what a real model feels like.
Anyway, PICTURES!
With my guitar.
I tried this shot several times, but had to keep stopping and repinning my clothes.
Going for a thoughtful Gypsy look here.
My guitar is so beautiful, so I wanted to show it off.
Sitting on my dresser, this time, without really falling.
I wanted to show off the patchwork on my skirt (and I was kind of slipping).
Just sitting on my dresser.
I really wanted to show off my ear rings and nose ring. This was the only way I could make sure I could do that.
Again, on my dresser.
I have a string of Christmas lights hanging in my room, mostly because I don't have an overhead light, so I bring in random little lamps and stuff like that. Certainly helps in a Carnival themed shoot!
Okay, sitting at my mirror here, letting Patches the clown sit in the mirror so he could be in the shot.
Patches wanted his own close-up.
And here is me, just sitting here, tired from tearing my room apart for the shoot, just about done.
So there you have it, my Gypsy Carnival themed photo shoot, for the Darkmoon Carnies in all of us.
I literally moved pretty much everything in my room for this, trying to get stuff in and out of the shots. It took me forever to clean up afterwards.
Anyway, hope you enjoyed my Carnival photo shoot!
And Patches apologizes if he creeps anyone out, he really is a nice little clown, unlike some of his kinsman.
Cheers!
Wednesday, March 6, 2013
An afternoon photo-shoot
Hey!
Been busy this afternoon, couldn't go to an Alicorn Party at my friend's house like I was supposed to, we got snowed in.
SO, since I was kinda sad that the party wasn't happening today, and we couldn't go see out friends, I decided to have myself a little photo shoot, inspired by Lewis Carol's Alice in Wonderland.
I designed my costume (based on clothes in my wardrobe already), I shot the photos (thanks to my webcam, and it is not easy shooting that many photos with a webcam), I edited the photos (which wasn't very hard honestly, I do it all the time, I love my editing program), and I modeled in the pictures (which is not something that I normally do, I really am not very photogenic usually, today wasn't so bad).
So, I thought I might post the edited ones that didn't go into the trash!
Been busy this afternoon, couldn't go to an Alicorn Party at my friend's house like I was supposed to, we got snowed in.
SO, since I was kinda sad that the party wasn't happening today, and we couldn't go see out friends, I decided to have myself a little photo shoot, inspired by Lewis Carol's Alice in Wonderland.
I designed my costume (based on clothes in my wardrobe already), I shot the photos (thanks to my webcam, and it is not easy shooting that many photos with a webcam), I edited the photos (which wasn't very hard honestly, I do it all the time, I love my editing program), and I modeled in the pictures (which is not something that I normally do, I really am not very photogenic usually, today wasn't so bad).
So, I thought I might post the edited ones that didn't go into the trash!
Me, sitting in front of the mirror of my vanity, I was pretending I could go through the mirror, which is something I have always wanted to do.
Again, at the mirror.
My feet, with my Rainbow Bright Socks!
Again, at my mirror.
This one was kind of hard. I taped all the cards to my ceiling and wall, and then was standing on my desk, in heels, teetering at the edge because I was afraid of knocking my lamp onto the floor.
I was sitting on my dresser (more like balancing on the dresser, I could barely stay on). This was really hard to hit the button to start the countdown taking the picture, then I had 3 seconds to get into position and hold my breath so I didn't fall off.
Again, standing on my desk.
This was probably the easiest to take. I had to run back over to the dresser after hitting the button, and just kinda lean.
And last, me, reading, in my converse, because everyone needs a picture in their converse! (The book was supposed to be Alice in Wonderland because that is the theme of the photo shoot, but I couldn't find our copy, so I was using Little Women instead).
After I was done, I showed my mom the finished pictures, and she said she was glad that I was doing this artwork. I never really considered myself an *artist* because when I think of traditional art, I think of painting and drawing, which I am really not good at.
But I like setting up photo shoots and designing outfits and doing makeup and cutting hair and editing things and stuff like that.
And now that my mom mentions it, I guess I am an artist, just not a the kind of artist the rest of my family is.
Anyway, I just thought I would share some moments in my afternoon!
I think my next photo shoot might be a Carnie look (maybe a Darkmoon Carnie? After all, that's what I am!)
Cheers!
Tuesday, March 5, 2013
Busy Times
Well, hello everybody! I've had a busy time lately, very busy.
Well, when I say busy...I mean busy going to the library, hanging out with my friends, reading books with terrible cliffhanger endings, writing, school, planning parties and get-togethers, going to church and youth group outings.
So you see, I have been very busy.
But I love being busy. There is just something about always having something to do that just appeals to me.
For some people, being busy stresses them out. They prefer to have a nice, quiet, easy go of things where things are the same everyday, where you can keep your house clean and maintain that, where you can sleep until 9 in the morning and then have a lovely, leisurely day.
That was how my grandmother did things. I loved her a lot and was very sad when she died. I always loved going to her house and spending a few days, doing things slowly and orderly and the same every time.
There is certainly nothing wrong with that.
That's how things used to be in my house, before my grandmother got sick. Dad would go to work everyday at about the same time, get home about the same time, meals about the same time, same chores, same school, same things, all the time.
And I loved that too.
But then my grandmother got sick and came to live with us. And then my cousins and aunt came to stay with us. And my mom was busy taking my grandma to her doctors and my aunt went with them and they would go shopping and stuff and be gone most of the day.
Leaving me, at 13 to watch my 10 year old sister and my 8 and 5 year old cousins.
They drove me crazy, and sometimes I just wanted to run away, because sometimes I got tired of the noise and the crowded house and all the people needing me all the time.
But then one day I realized that that would all end one day. The people would leave our house. They would leave us. They wouldn't need me so much anymore.
And I didn't like the idea.
I love chaos, not in the way that there are explosions going on and there is shrapnel flying through my roof. Not the kind where there are 20 kids in a room and only one person supervising (been there, done that). Not the kind where everyone is fighting and shouting.
But an orderly chaos. Where there are lots of people laughing and having fun. Where there are little people who need you to help them with something. Orderly chaos is the kind of chaos you get in a big family, who are held together not because of a super strict schedule or some kind of harsh order, but are held together because they all love each other, they all depend on each other. They live in a society where they do not stand alone, but are busy helping each other, busy needing each other, busy loving each other.
That is the kind of busy that I love.
The busy that means you are doing what God intended us to do.
We are humans, we are beings who need relationships with each other. We *need* to help each other. It's in our nature. Otherwise, we get lonely.
Some of the things that have had me busy is having people over to watch Doctor Who or Walking Dead. It's not the shows that I really care about that much. It's the people who come to watch them with me.
When I go to the library, one of my favorite parts is walking there with my sister. Even though it has been dreadfully cold on those walks and our fingers and faces are frozen by the time we get there, I love those walks, because I love talking with her (we talk in the library too, but not as much, we tend to get a little loud sometimes).
Think about reading a really good book, where at the end, you are crying because it's over. You aren't crying because they had a happy ending, or because you have finally solved the mystery, you are crying because that is the end of the *characters* in the book. You have grown to love the *people* in the book. Why? Because we need that, we love to love people.
Why? Because God loves to love people, and we are created in His image, we are like Him in that way.
I have always wanted to go to a city where there are tons of people. It's beautiful to me, seeing all those people living and working together. While in big cities like New York or London, everybody doesn't know each other like they do in Mayberry, but there is still love among the people there.
Yes, there are crimes, because not everybody loves each other like we should, sometimes people love the money more than the people getting mugged. But that is the nature of man, we sin, we mess up, but in the end, there always ends up being someone we love.
So why do I love being busy? Because I love the people I am busy with. I love seeing them, helping them, watching tv with them, reading with them, walking with them, learning about the Lord with them.
Next time you are stressed out because you have a dinner party coming up, or you have a meeting to attend, or a class to teach, or even if it's just because there is so much laundry and you are so tired, remember, don't do things because they need to get done or because you feel like you have to. Don't worry about that.
Do it because you love the people you are doing it for.
It turns busy times into happy times.
Cheers!
Well, when I say busy...I mean busy going to the library, hanging out with my friends, reading books with terrible cliffhanger endings, writing, school, planning parties and get-togethers, going to church and youth group outings.
So you see, I have been very busy.
But I love being busy. There is just something about always having something to do that just appeals to me.
For some people, being busy stresses them out. They prefer to have a nice, quiet, easy go of things where things are the same everyday, where you can keep your house clean and maintain that, where you can sleep until 9 in the morning and then have a lovely, leisurely day.
That was how my grandmother did things. I loved her a lot and was very sad when she died. I always loved going to her house and spending a few days, doing things slowly and orderly and the same every time.
There is certainly nothing wrong with that.
That's how things used to be in my house, before my grandmother got sick. Dad would go to work everyday at about the same time, get home about the same time, meals about the same time, same chores, same school, same things, all the time.
And I loved that too.
But then my grandmother got sick and came to live with us. And then my cousins and aunt came to stay with us. And my mom was busy taking my grandma to her doctors and my aunt went with them and they would go shopping and stuff and be gone most of the day.
Leaving me, at 13 to watch my 10 year old sister and my 8 and 5 year old cousins.
They drove me crazy, and sometimes I just wanted to run away, because sometimes I got tired of the noise and the crowded house and all the people needing me all the time.
But then one day I realized that that would all end one day. The people would leave our house. They would leave us. They wouldn't need me so much anymore.
And I didn't like the idea.
I love chaos, not in the way that there are explosions going on and there is shrapnel flying through my roof. Not the kind where there are 20 kids in a room and only one person supervising (been there, done that). Not the kind where everyone is fighting and shouting.
But an orderly chaos. Where there are lots of people laughing and having fun. Where there are little people who need you to help them with something. Orderly chaos is the kind of chaos you get in a big family, who are held together not because of a super strict schedule or some kind of harsh order, but are held together because they all love each other, they all depend on each other. They live in a society where they do not stand alone, but are busy helping each other, busy needing each other, busy loving each other.
That is the kind of busy that I love.
The busy that means you are doing what God intended us to do.
We are humans, we are beings who need relationships with each other. We *need* to help each other. It's in our nature. Otherwise, we get lonely.
Some of the things that have had me busy is having people over to watch Doctor Who or Walking Dead. It's not the shows that I really care about that much. It's the people who come to watch them with me.
When I go to the library, one of my favorite parts is walking there with my sister. Even though it has been dreadfully cold on those walks and our fingers and faces are frozen by the time we get there, I love those walks, because I love talking with her (we talk in the library too, but not as much, we tend to get a little loud sometimes).
(We aren't at the library in this pic BTW)
Think about reading a really good book, where at the end, you are crying because it's over. You aren't crying because they had a happy ending, or because you have finally solved the mystery, you are crying because that is the end of the *characters* in the book. You have grown to love the *people* in the book. Why? Because we need that, we love to love people.
Why? Because God loves to love people, and we are created in His image, we are like Him in that way.
I have always wanted to go to a city where there are tons of people. It's beautiful to me, seeing all those people living and working together. While in big cities like New York or London, everybody doesn't know each other like they do in Mayberry, but there is still love among the people there.
Yes, there are crimes, because not everybody loves each other like we should, sometimes people love the money more than the people getting mugged. But that is the nature of man, we sin, we mess up, but in the end, there always ends up being someone we love.
So why do I love being busy? Because I love the people I am busy with. I love seeing them, helping them, watching tv with them, reading with them, walking with them, learning about the Lord with them.
Next time you are stressed out because you have a dinner party coming up, or you have a meeting to attend, or a class to teach, or even if it's just because there is so much laundry and you are so tired, remember, don't do things because they need to get done or because you feel like you have to. Don't worry about that.
Do it because you love the people you are doing it for.
It turns busy times into happy times.
Cheers!
Sunday, March 3, 2013
The Story of a King
The Boy lives in a dirty village at
the base of the Mountain. He has lived there his whole life, as had
his father, and his father's father, as far back as any of them could
remember. There had always been weddings and funerals. There had
always been harvests and plantings. There had always been boys
playing in the sunshine. Life had, and seemed like it always would be
the same.
One day, the Boy looks up at the
Mountain that towers over the village and wonders if what his father
had told him was true, that there was a great King who lives at the
top of the Mountain.
If it was true, then why had nobody
ever seen the King? The Boy shakes his head and walks away from the
mountain, content to just live at the base of the Mountain and not
worry about it.
One day, the Boy is playing with a
Girl in his yard. The Girl stops what she is doing and points at the
Mountain.
“Do you believe that there is a King
up there?” she asks him.
The Boy shrugs his shoulders. He still
doesn't know, and still doesn’t really care. “I guess so,” he
says.
“I don't think there is,” she
says, crossing her arms thoughtfully, “Why have we never seen him?”
The Boy never takes his eyes off of
his mud pies. “Maybe he is busy taking care of the rest of the
Kingdom,” said the boy.
“What Kingdom?” asks the Girl,
“All I can see is the Village. There is nothing else.”
The Boy shrugs his shoulders and
doesn't answer. He still doesn't care one way or the other. If there
was a King, he had never bothered with the Boy, so the Boy wasn't
going to bother with the King.
A New Boy comes up and asks to play
with them. The Boy and the Girl gladly accept him and quickly put him
to work making more mud pies.
Soon, the New Boy asks, “What do you
think is on top of the Mountain?”
“Nothing,” responds the Girl.
“I don't know,” responds the Boy.
“Neither one of you believe there is
a Palace and a King up there?” asks the New Boy.
The Girl shakes her head, absolutely
believing that there is nothing up there. The Boy shrugs, not caring
enough to have an opinion.
“I believe that the King is up
there,” says the New Boy, looking wistfully at the Mountain. Nobody
can see what is at the top because it is always covered by the
clouds, but the New Boy is sure that there must be a shining Palace
and inside that Palace, a King.
The Girl rolls her eyes. “That's
ridiculous!” she says, “Have you ever seen the King?”
“No,” says the New Boy, “But my
Father says there is a King up there. People have always said that.”
“Superstitions and lies,” says the
Girl, tossing her mud pie onto the ground and wiping her hands on her
dress.
The Boy says nothing, just continues
to play in the mud.
The New Boy looks at the Girl,
curious. “Why do you say that? You know the stories, of the Mighty
King who drove out the Wild People so that we could live here in
peace,” he says.
The Girls shakes her head. “Nobody
we know was there. Nobody saw that happen. Nobody has seen the King
since those stories,” she says, “I don't think that ever really
happened.”
The Boy stands up and wipes his hands
on his trouser legs. “It's getting dark,” he says, “lets all go
home.”
The Girl nods, frightened of the
thought of the Wild People. Even though she doesn't believe in them,
she doesn't like the thought of them.
The three children walk away from each
other, back to their own homes and hearths.
One day, the three children have grown
up, and have their own jobs and their own lives. The Girl has become
the Woman, the Boy has become the Bachelor, and the New Boy has
become the Married Man.
These three have not really spoken to
each other much since the night they all played together in the mud.
The hardly had any reason to. But one day, they meet in the market
place and all remember each other.
The Woman smiles at the Bachelor as he
recognizes her and calls her out. The Married Man sees them talking
together and comes over to say hello.
“Have you heard the rumors in the
Village?” asks the Woman once they have all said hello.
“Indeed I have,” says the
Bachelor.
“As have I,” says the Married Man,
“Do you believe they are just rumors?”
“Of course they are, don't be
stupid,” says the Woman with an air of superiority, “The King's
Son, coming to the Village? Rubbish!”
“What about you sir?” asks the
Married Man to the Bachelor.
The Bachelor yawns before answering.
“I don't see what it's got to do with me. Even if he does come, why
should I worry myself about it? It isn't as if he would come to my
house,” he says.
“What about you sir?” asks the
Woman to the Married Man.
“I believe he is coming,” says the
Married Man, “The people in the Village have been talking about
this for years.”
“You still are just as foolish as
you ever were,” says the Woman rolling her eyes.
“We shall see who plays the fool one
day my dear,” says the Married Man, “Good day to you both,” and
with that, he bows to them and goes on his way.
The Woman turns to the Bachelor. “You
still don't care, do you?” she asks.
The Bachelor shakes his head. “Why
should I? All these years and never once has anything come down from
the Mountain, why should it now?” he says.
“Good,” says the Woman, “I see
you have some sense in you yet. Not like the silly Dreamers around
here.” And with that, they nod to each other and go their own ways.
The Married Man is immediately
jubilant when he hears the rumors of a Stranger in the Village.
Nobody ever comes to the Village, this must be the King's Son. He
hurries out of his house to the Village square, taking his wife and
children with him.
Standing on a box in the very middle
of the square stands a man. He is plain to see, certainly not what
one would expect a Royal Prince to look like. The Married Man is a
little disappointed. Perhaps this is not what he was waiting for
after all.
The Stranger is quiet when he speaks,
gentle. He does not shout at the crowd, yet somehow they all can hear
him.
As the Married Man listens, he wonders
at the Stranger for saying such strange things. He talks about his
Father's Palace, about the many wonderful rooms there. He talks about
how the Villagers should be kind to each other, and treat each other
like they want to be treated. He talks about the children, about how
they would be the first ones to get into the Palace.
The Married Man ponders all he hears,
but some of it doesn't make sense to him. Why should he treat the
other Villagers kindly when they have been cruel to him, as so many
had. Confused, the Married Man takes his wife and children home for
the night after the Stranger has left.
Back in his dirty hut, laying in his
lumpy, dirty bed, the Married Man wonders if this man really was the
King's Son or perhaps he was an imposter.
The Woman has heard the Stranger too,
although she scoffs and makes fun of him secretly while she listens.
But the things that the Stranger says lodge themselves in her heart,
and she finds herself wondering about the Stranger's words far into
the night as she lies alone in her dirty little bed, staring at the
cobwebs on her ceiling.
The Bachelor was listening too,
leaning against a post, hidden in a doorway. He listens, but does not
pay much attention, because he does not really care. He is only
listening because he has nothing better to do. As he lays down in his
bed and wraps himself in his dirty blanket, he thinks about the crowd
of people in the square and wonders if any of them will buy something
at his shop the next day.
The Stranger has been standing in the
square every day for three months. Some of the Villager's are
becoming tired of him. Some are leaving, bored. Some begin to hate
the words that he says because it is sometimes hard to understand and
goes against the Traditions of the Village.
But some of the People still adore
him, and they come out everyday to listen to what he has to say, no
matter how strange it is.
Among those who still come is the
Married Man and his wife. One of his sons has gone away from them,
not wanting to listen to the Stranger. The Married Man is sure that
this must be the King's Son, the one he has been waiting for all his
life.
The Woman also stands in the crowd
everyday, listening to the Stranger teach. At first she said she was
only coming for a good laugh, so she could have someone to scoff at,
but soon, she found herself captivated by his words. Unable to tear
herself away, she had pushed further and further into the crowd, just
so she could be close to him.
One day, while the Stranger is
teaching, he looks up at the sky and sighs.
“I won't be with you much longer,”
he says. Everyone is hanging on his every word. What could this mean?
Is he going somewhere?
“I'm going to go back to my Father's
home soon, in the Palace,” he says. Some in the crowd gasp, amazed
that he is calling himself the Prince. Some of the older folks in the
crowd look at each other in horror and indignation. They all believe
that one day the King will send someone to get the faithful citizens
of the Village and bring them into the Palace, but surely this dirty,
quiet, gentle man is not the Mighty King's Son, The one who
supposedly rode with his Father into the War to set them free of the
Wild People, the one who was supposed to be great and mighty? This
could not be him, and claiming to be such a great man should really
be punished.
Some of the older folks push out of
the crowd and hurry away to plan a way to get the Stranger out of the
Village.
The Stranger watches them with sad
eyes. “Very soon, I will have to leave you all,” he says, “But
don't despair. I'll come back for you, one day, after I have prepared
rooms for you in the Palace. But only if you believe in me will I
take you Home with me.”
The Married Man nods. He believes that
the man is who he says he is. He is no longer just a Stranger in his
eyes, how can he be a stranger if he is the King's Son? The Village
is his.
The Woman stares at the man in wonder.
She wants so badly to believe what he says, that there is a Palace,
that it is as beautiful as he says, that there is a King who even
still is watching over their little Village, protecting them from the
Wild People all their lives. She wants to believe it so badly that
she almost can. But there is still one little tiny nagging doubt, the
seed that she had tended so carefully, the seed of Distrust. Can she
trust him?
That night, when the crowd disperses,
the Woman shoves her way past the other people to stand in front of
the Stranger.
She isn't sure why, but she bows
before him. Perhaps because she at least respects his teachings.
“Sir, please, may I speak with you?”
she asks quietly.
The man, tired, ragged, hungry, smiles
gently at the Woman. “What is it my beloved?” he asks.
The way in which he addresses her
catches the woman off guard. No man has ever called her beloved
before. Many men have shown their affection to her in other ways, why
shouldn't they, as much as she throws herself at them, but never has
a man showed her this kind of love, where he calls her something such
as beloved with so much feeling behind the words that she can
actually believe it. And the way that he looks at her, it's like the
way of one who would give everything so that she can be happy.
She is suddenly at a loss for words.
“Sir, I mean, that is, I, er,” she stammers, unable to find what
she means to say.
The Stranger takes her face in his
hands and looks into her eyes. She very slowly raises her eyes from
the earth beneath her to look into his. She gasps at what she sees
there.
She sees love. True love. The kind of
love that knows no bounds. She sees mercy. She sees compassion. She
sees kindness. And she sees deep, bitter sorrow. Suddenly, her
question is answered. She knows who he is. He is no stranger among
the Villagers. He is their Prince, the Son of the Good and Just King.
Falling to her knees, the Woman begins
to cry. All this time, she has denied this man's existence. She has
taught other people to deny it.
“Can you ever forgive me, my
Prince?” she begs, crying.
The Stranger takes her hands, he lifts
her up again, he hugs her, he wipes away her tears. “Do not cry
anymore my beloved,” he says gently, “You are wholly and
completely forgiven.”
She looks at him, although she can
barely see him in the fading light. Her heart is suddenly light. The
heavy burden she did not realize she had been carrying all these
years is finally gone. She is free.
“Go, tell others about me,” says
the Stranger, “I will build you a room in the Palace. I will come
back for you one day. Tell others about the goodness of the King
while you wait for me to return.”
Laughing and crying, the Woman says,
“I will tell others, all the days of my life! I will wait for you
my Prince!”
The Stranger smiles. “You have been
set free my beloved,” he says, “You are no longer a part of this
tiny, dirty Village. You must live here, and work here for a while
longer, but I will come for you.”
The Woman nods her head, unable to
speak from joy. She rushes home not seeing the darkness around her
for the light that is in her heart.
The crowd is assembled once more. The
Married Man stands alone. His wife has gone away, not wanting to
listen to the Stranger anymore. But the Married Man comes anyway. He
has been abandoned by his whole family, but he knows that he must
follow the Stranger always, even if he is doing it alone.
The Woman stands in the crowd, her
cloak wrapped tightly around her against the cold, listening
breathlessly to the words of her Prince. She closes her eyes, just
happy to be near him.
She does not see the crowd of people
rushing towards them, carrying their pitchforks, their axes, their
torches. She does not see the pained expression on her Prince's face
when he sees them coming.
She hears them though. She opens her
eyes in surprise and turns to look. The Married Man sees them too,
and tries to block their way, but they shove him to the ground and
march past.
The Oldest Man in the Village comes
toward the Stranger, holding his torch high above his head.
“We have decided that you cannot
call yourself the King's Son. Nobody from the Village can do that,
you are a blasphemer!” yells the Oldest Man.
The Stranger says nothing.
“And furthermore,” continues the
Oldest Man, his voice rising, “We don't want you poisoning the mind
of our young ones!”
The Stranger says nothing.
“And beyond that,” says the Oldest
Man, now shouting, “You are trying to take away the authority of
the Elders here! And you want to change our customs and rituals! No
man can do that!”
The Stranger says nothing.
Becoming angry, because he feels like
he is shouting at a post, the Oldest Man strikes the Stranger,
knocking him to the dusty ground.
“Dammit man!” shouts the Oldest
Man, “Haven't you got anything to say for yourself? Who are you?”
The Stranger gets to his feet and says
gently, “I have told you many times who I am.”
The Oldest Man is angrier still, and
strikes the Stranger into the dust again. “Are you the King's Son?”
he screams.
“You say it,” says the Stranger,
calmly as ever.
Furious, the Oldest Man gives the
command that the Stranger should be seized. Some of the men grab the
Stranger and tie him up, ignoring the screams and protests from the
rest of the crowd.
The Woman and the Married Man follow
along with the rest of the Stranger's faithful listeners as the Angry
Mob drags the Stranger through the dirty streets, right to the edge
of the Village.
The Oldest Man finds himself a box,
and he stands up on it, raising his arms over his head to get the
crowd's attention.
“We don't want him here anymore!”
he shouts. Booing and yelling are intermingled with crying.
“We must cast him out of the Village
and let the Wild People destroy him!” shouts the Oldest Man. The
crowd yells and sobs.
“Beat him, and take him away from
here!” yells the Oldest Man.
The Angry Mob shoves in on the
Stranger, tearing his clothes, ripping his hair out, beating him with
anything they can find, clubs, sticks, their own fists.
Some of the faithful try and protect
the Stranger, but the Angry Mob shoves them away. The Stranger does
not try and defend himself, but just lies on the ground, taking the
severe beating.
When the Angry Mob backs away, the
gentle, kind Stranger is no longer recognizable. His nose is broken,
his eyes are black, his face is swollen, he is bleeding, his arms and
legs are crooked.
When the Woman catches a glimpse of
her beloved Prince, she screams and begins to sob loudly. The Married
Man gasps, and tears begin to flow down his cheeks.
The Angry Mob chooses a few strong men
to drag the Stranger out of the Village and leave him in a distant
field. So the Strongest Man and his two sons take the Stranger out,
as far as they dared.
When the Strongest Man sees a dark
storm brewing over the Mountain, he looks at the Stranger's bruised
and bleeding body and realizes that he really must the Prince. He
lays the man down and takes off his hat.
“What have I done?” he whispers,
tears in his eyes, “You really are the Prince.”
He can see that the Stranger is
whispering something, so he puts his ear close to his mouth to
listen.
“Please Father, don't be angry at
them. They had no idea what crime they had committed,” he whispers.
The Strongest Man looks up at the dark
sky, and realizes that the sun is going down. Any time now and the
hills and fields would be swarming with the Wild People, and they
would tear apart anyone who was not safely in the Village.
As a last act of kindness, perhaps to
attempt to atone for the terrible crime he had helped commit, the
Strongest Man takes his knife out of belt to kill the Stranger before
the Wild People can get to him, but when he looks down, the Stranger
is already dead.
So the Strongest Man and his sons
hurry back to the Village, crying all the way, knowing that they had
committed a terrible crime against the King.
In the morning, once the sun has risen
and it is safe to leave the Village, the Woman hurries to the gates
and out into the surrounding fields to where she knows the body of
her Prince is lying.
To her surprise, when she gets there,
she discovers that, yes the tall grass is crushed down as if a man
had been laid there, but the Prince is gone.
She begins to cry, knowing that the
Wild People have taken his body and destroyed it. Now she can never
bury him properly.
A sound behind her startles her. Two
young boys, dressed in clean white clothes are standing behind her,
smiling. They each carry a letter bag slung over their shoulders.
“Why are you crying?” asks the
First Boy.
“Because the Prince's body has been
stolen!”exclaims the Woman, wondering how the boys managed to keep
their clothes so clean.
“Body? Gone?” asks the Second Boy,
“What are you talking about? He is in alive silly Woman!”
The Woman looks back and forth between
the boy's innocent faces, looking for hints of a joke. “You aren't
kidding, are you?” she asks.
“No ma'am,” says the First Boy,
“He can't die. The Royal Family cannot die.”
The Woman becomes very excited.
Without even thinking to thank the boys, she runs back to the Village
to find the others that had listened to the Stranger and were now
crying over his death.
She finds the Married Man, standing in
the square, as he had done so many times before. He is looking at the
spot where the Stranger had always stood, his arms crossed over his
chest, deep in thought.
“You'll never guess what I just
saw!” exclaims the Woman, excited.
The Married Man looks up at her,
surprised. “What?” he asks.
“There were two Messengers, from the
Palace,” she says, breathlessly, “They were at the place were
they left His body. They told me that he is still alive, that the
Royal Family cannot die!”
The Married Man wants so badly to
believe her, but he is not sure that he can. “But what about the
Wild People? And his injuries? He would have died, are you sure you
were in the right place?” he asks.
It is at that moment that the Bachelor
joins them. “Have you heard the talk?” he asks sleepily,
“Apparently, they killed the man who was teaching here and threw
him outside of the Village. Isn't that some news?”
“But he isn't dead!” exclaims the
Woman, “He can't be!”
The Bachelor looks at her, surprised.
“Why would you, of all people, say something so ridiculous, my dear
Woman?” he asks.
The Woman sighs, trying to keep her
patience. “Because, the Palace Messengers told me he is alive!”
The Married Man strokes his beard
thoughtfully. “I don't know,” he says, “I know he is the
Prince, but everything is against him still being alive. The man who
took him out of the Village says he saw him die, he knows he was
dead, or would have finished him off right then.”
“But you knew him!” says the
Woman, “You knew how wonderful he was! He said he was going to
prepare rooms for us in the Palace!”
“Yes, he did,” says the Married
Man, “But still, I saw them beat him almost to death. And then he
was out in the cold, surrounded by the Wild Men, bleeding and
bruised.”
The Bachelor yawns loudly. “I don't
see why you two are still arguing about this,” he says, “Either
he is alive or he is dead, what difference does it make?”
“All the difference!” exclaims the
Woman.
“I think I am going to go home,”says
the Married Man, “I'm sorry, I know it's harsh, but he is gone.”
He places his hand on the Woman's shoulder and smiles at her before
he nods his head at the Bachelor and leaves.
The Bachelor shakes his head slowly.
“Insane, the both of you,” he says, “Just let things be my
dear, you used to be so sensible about things. I can't imagine what
can have gotten you all worked up and emotional over a man who you
hardly knew. People die all the time, it doesn't have to affect us.”
The Woman pities the Bachelor. “If
only you could understand. I want to be worked up and emotional about
him,” she says softly, “I love him with everything in me. He is
alive. You will see.”
And with that, she nods her farewell
and leaves to go to her own home. The Bachelor, seeing he is left
standing alone in the square, yawns and ambles lazily towards his own
home to take a nap.
The Married Man is almost home when he
meets a man along the road. The sun is behind the man's back, so the
Married Man cannot see his face.
“Hello sir!” calls the Married
Man.
“Hello!” calls the other man back.
They stop near each other, but the sun is still behind the other
man's back, so the Married Man cannot see his face.
“There seems to have been some sort
of skirmish in the Village, what has been going on?” asks the other
man.
The Married Man laughs. “Where have
you been living? In a hole?” he asks, “Haven't you heard? The
Prince has been here and the Villager's have killed him.”
“You believe it was the Prince?”
asks the other man.
“Yes, with all my heart,” says the
Married Man, “It's so terrible that they killed him.”
“Don't you recognize me?” asks the
other man.
“I can't quite see you, the sun is-”
but the Married man does not finish his sentence as the other man
steps into clear view.
The Stranger stands before him, alive
and well. His nose is no longer broken, his face no longer swollen.
The scars from where some of the people had cut his arms were the
only visible signs that he had ever been harmed.
The Married Man's mouth drops open and
he is unable to speak. The Stranger laughs.
“Do you recognize me, my beloved?”
he asks.
Dropping to his knees, the Married Man
says, “Yes my Prince. I'm sorry I doubted you.”
“You are forgiven my beloved,”
replies the Stranger, helping the Married Man up, “Go and tell
everyone that I am alive. I have defeated Death, and I am going back
to the Palace to prepare rooms for those who believe that in me.”
“Until you come back for me,” says
the Married Man, “I will never stop telling the other Villagers
about you.”
The Stranger smiles. “I have to go
now, but I will return for the Faithful,” he says, “Goodbye my
beloved.”
The Married Man bows his head and
closes his eyes in reverence for the Prince.
The Married man is now the Widower.
The Woman is the Old Maid. The Bachelor is still the Bachelor. Time
has passed. The Widower and the Old Maid never stopped telling the
Villagers about the Prince. And those people who listened and
believed the story told others.
The Village still has some who do not
believe, who scoff, as the Old Maid used to. There are those who
believe merely because they were told, as the Widower had. And there
are those who heard, but don't really care one way or the other, as
the Bachelor.
The Village has continued as it always
has. With wedding and funerals. Harvests and Plantings. Boys playing
in the sunshine. And it is on a day, an average day, like any other,
that the Widower lays in his bed, coughing and unable to get up from
sickness, and the Old Maid sits in her chair on her porch, cold and
dying, and the Bachelor lies lazily on his bed, unwilling to get up,
that they hear the trumpets.
The Widower sits up as fast as he can,
he knows that sound can only mean one thing.
The Old Maid gets creakily up out of
her chair and looks into the sky. She knows what it means.
The Bachelor is startled out of his
nap. Fear clutches his heart, he knows what the sound is for.
All eyes go towards the Mountain top,
where at last the clouds part, revealing the beautiful Palace. The
gold adorning the outer walls glimmers in the sunshine, the door
shines and everyone can see that it is made of pearls. The brilliance
of it makes it difficult to look at in the bright shining light.
But then, the Villagers realize the
light is not coming from the sun. It's brilliance has faded away.
Instead, it comes from within the Palace, where the King sits.
The Prince comes down the Mountain.
All can see him. All know who he is.
He comes to the Widower's house and
opens the door. The Widower suddenly forgets he is ill and steps out
of his bed to take the outstretched hand of the Prince, whom had once
been called Stranger. The Widower feels younger, stronger, and so,
with the Prince, comes out of the house.
The Prince comes to the Old Maid's
house too. She sees him coming from far away. In her excitement, she
forgets that she is supposed to be dying, and rushes into the
Prince's outstretched arms. She feels like a Girl again. She follows
the Prince, her Prince, the one she had been waiting for back up the
Mountain. Others come too, the Faithful who had waited for him,
knowing he would come back for them.
There are some who are left in the
Village though. The Bachelor watches with a sinking heart as the Old
Maid and the Widower follow the Prince back up the Mountain. The
Prince had not come to the Bachelor, and when he had rushed towards
him, crying and begging to go up to the Palace too, the Prince had
not even looked his way once.
The Villagers who are left behind
huddle together in the square, afraid and alone. They all realize
then what they had given up when they had not listened to the Wise
Ones who had told them of the Prince.
In the Palace, the Faithful are
brought inside. Words cannot describe the beauty they see around
them. They feel warm, safe, protected, loved.
Their eyes are filled with the beauty,
the cleanness of it all. But once they come to the Throne Room, they
forget everything. Now, their eyes are filled with the King.
He is Wonderful and Fierce, Brave and
Kind, Loving and Just, Merciful and Compassionate all at the same
time.
Falling to their knees, the Faithful
know they are not worthy to be in his presence. They are all dirty,
from living in the Village. They are not kind like he is, not
merciful like he is, not loving like he is, and they can feel all
their faults showing.
“Father,” says the Prince, “These
are mine, they followed after me when I went to them.”
“Then rise, my Faithful Ones,”
says the King in his mighty voice, “Welcome Home.”
The Faithful are surprised to find the
rags they had been wearing have become clean, white, robes, fit for
royalty. Their foreheads are adorned with crowns, varying in size and
shape.
The Woman knows the somewhere in this
great Palace, there is a room, prepared just for her, the Prince had
told her there would be, but just now, she is not interested in it.
She just wants to sit in the presence of the King.
She bows her head and closes her eyes
in respect. She knows that nothing in her is worthy to be even near
such majesty.
She feels a hand on her shoulder. She
looks up into the eyes of the King. He looks lovingly at her.
“Welcome home my Beloved Daughter,”
he whispers to her, “I have been waiting so long to bring you
home.”
She wraps her arms around his knees as
a child would. Everything in her loves him so much that she feels
like she might explode.
The Man cannot bring himself to look
away from the majesty of the King. The greatness of him makes the Man
feel small. He feels his faults on display before one so powerful. He
closes his eyes in reverence of the great ruler.
A voice near his ear makes him look up
to see the King standing over him.
“My Son, you are home, at last,”
says the King, his voice filled with the deep love he feels for all
his Faithful Ones.
“I am not worthy my King,” says
the Man, ashamed.
“But I am,” says the King, “I
have forgiven you, you are set free.”
The Man looks into the face of the
King and is swept away my the deep and unthinkable Love in his eyes.
He forgets his life in the Village. He forgets his struggles and
hardships. He forgets everything but the King.
The Man buries his face in the King's
beard and wraps his arms around him. The King envelops him in his
robes, hugging him tightly.
The Man can feel that he is loved, and
he can feel himself loving back.
He is Home.
Cheers!
Saturday, March 2, 2013
The Story of a Life
Her skin is soft and pink. Her eyes are
closed gently as she sleeps in her mother's arms. She is brand new
and has no idea what kind of world she has been born into. She does
not know that the bearded man and tired woman who are looking at her
and smiling are the ones who she owes her very life to. She is
blissfully ignorant of what they have gone through to make her
comfortable.
Her eyes open and she smiles at them,
still leaning over her bed as they tuck her in at night. Her mother
is so tired looking, but she doesn't say a word. Her father looks on
at his daughter admiringly. She smiles and laughs and tries to get
out of the bed and play, but they stop her and make her go to sleep.
When she wakes up, she is terrified.
First day of school. First day away from here mother and father.
First day. First day. First day. She shivers into her clothes with
her mother's aid, and then stands at the bus stop with her father.
Her mother is feeling ill, or she would be there to. Then there is
the monster, the giant yellow bus, ready to swallow her whole. She
closes her eyes as her father sets her up on the first step of the
bus, because she is too short to get up there herself.
Her eyes open to behold the scene that
she has seen so many times before her. The back of a boy's head, the
curly-haired, annoying boy who has sat in front of her for the entire
semester. She barely listens as the teacher drones on. She can't wait
to get out of school and go hang out with her friends at the pool for
her best friend's 12th birthday party. She doesn't like
school, she never has, and now she really isn't so sure she likes home either. The only place she can find happiness was with her
friends. She lays her head down on her desk to continue her
during-school nap.
When she wakes up, she still has tears
in her eye. She has been crying all night. How could he leave her
like that? The boy she has loved since last summer, and he had just
left her, running off with one of her least favorite people in the
world. Everyone had told her that dating was the normal thing to do,
but nobody told her that her heart would ache this bad when it was
over. Nobody should have to suffer like that, not at 16. It just
isn't fair. Her mother is stroking her hair, telling her it will be
alright, that he just wasn't the boy for her, that there are other
fish in the sea. Now she understands why her father has always told
her that dating would get her hurt. He had been right all this time.
She closes her eyes to the world, trying to block out the pain.
Her heart is beating so fast. She
opens her eyes at last, knowing that if she doesn't she will trip
down the isle, and she can barely walk in that ridiculous white dress
anyway. Her father stands beside her, smiling, but teary-eyed. She
places her hand on his arm, knowing that his strong arm would hold
her up, it always had. The doors open before her and she steps
through, barley listening to the song that they are playing for her.
She sees him, the boy with the curly-hair, the stupid, annoying one,
the one that now is all she can see, his shining, happy face. Any
feeling for anyone else leaves her as her father places her hand in
his. As her father backs away, she can hear his voice crack, and her
mother's unsuppressed sniffles reach her ears. For a moment, she is
terrified, but then, when her groom leans forward to kiss her, and
she closes her eyes and leans forward to kiss him, she forgets
everything else.
When she pulls away and opens her
eyes, she smiles into the face of her husband, and then looks down
into the sweet, innocent face of her baby. His little face radiates
peace and serenity. He is sleeping blissfully in her arms. Her heart
has never been so full. She can barely contain herself, she wants to
kiss the child until the end of time. She can see his father's nose
and mouth on his sweet little face. She closes her eyes and leans
back in her bed, tired and happy.
She is awakened by little fingers
touching her face. She opens her eyes to see her son smiling down at
her, sitting beside her in the bed. She smiles, tired, but happy. Her
swollen belly makes it hard for her to get out of bed. Any day now
and her daughter will be born. Her husband gets up to help her into
the bathroom, his curly hair even messier than usual, but she doesn't
mind, she loves it that way. She steps in the bathroom and catches a
glimpse of herself in the mirror. She is no longer the young girl
hanging out all the time with her friends. She has moved into
motherhood, and it has given her face a new beauty. A tired,
exhausted, exasperated, beauty. The kind of beauty that someone can
only get when they have given every part of themselves to someone
else. She closes her eyes and gently begins to wash her face.
When she opens them, she wants to
scream from frustration. One child is in trouble, another is about to
be, and the third just will not stop crying, even though there is
nothing wrong with her. No yelling, she must remember that, no
yelling, that only makes things worse. She picks up her oldest son
and carries him to the couch, giving him a long time-out. She takes
her oldest daughter to her bed for the millionth time and tells her
it's nap-time, and not to get back up. She picks up her youngest
daughter and tries to get her to calm down, she can't be hungry, she
just ate. Her diaper is clean. She must be tired, but she just won't
sleep. Sleep. That's all that the tired mother really wants, is just
a long sleep. She closes her eyes as she is rocking her baby and
remembers how happy she was when her baby was born.
When she opens her eyes, the baby is
not so little anymore. She looks at her mother with terrified eyes as
she sees the school bus coming up the hill, taking her away for the
first time. Hugging her baby girl, she wonders if perhaps her father
had felt the same way when he had first sent her away to school. This
was the third time she was doing it, and it was not any less painful
than the first. Lifting the child onto the school bus, she hugs her
baby one last time and then the doors swing shut. As the bus pulls
away, she closes her eyes to the sight of her youngest child being
taken away from her.
Tears blind her when she opens her
eyes again. Her mother's face fills her vision as she clutches
desperately to her hand. Her eyes are swollen and her head hurts from
crying. She can feel her mother's gentle hands stroke her face, as
they had done so many times when she was little. She lays her head on
her mother's chest, listening to her fading heart beat. Her fingers
stroke the soft graying hair of her mother's head. Saying goodbye was
even harder than sending her own children to school everyday. Even
harder than walking away from her family with her husband. Harder
than anything she had ever had to do. She closed her eyes, knowing
that she had to say goodbye.
Thud. Thud. Thud. The sound of the
dirt hitting her father's coffin is the most terrible sound she has ever heard. She opens her eyes and looks down in the pit where they
had put his body. She can still remember the light that would come
into his eyes when his grandchildren would stroke his graying beard,
when he had watched his grandson graduate middle school, when he had
seen his wife laugh. Now there was no light in his eyes, no life in
his body. He had gone to his Eternal Home, mere weeks after his wife.
Slowly, the dirt covers his coffin, marking his final resting place.
She wraps her arms around her husband, clinging to him, knowing that
her father had trusted him to take care of her, and now so must she.
She closes her eyes and buries her face in his coat, crying.
She pulls away, laughing. She opens
her eyes and look up at her beloved husband. They have been dancing
for so long, her feet ache, her body screams for a rest, but she will
not heed them. She loves dancing with her husband. Her small hands in
his strong ones, like they had always been, as he leads her around
the dance floor, tripping over his own feet sometimes, but dancing
and laughing all the same. He twirls her around until she is dizzy,
which doesn't take very long anymore. Her skirt swishes and twirls
with her. She laughs and grabs his arm as she starts to tip over. She
looks up into his eyes, still shining and smiling as ever. She barely
notices that the curls on his head are beginning to gray, that there
are small wrinkles around his eyes, that he is squinting a bit as if
things were blurry. All she can see is the man that she loves. Her
eyes close and she leans forward to kiss him.
She opens her eyes and smiles as her
husband walks away and gets in the old, beat up car. Away to work for
the day. She walks back into the house where her son is trying to
bake a cake. He had insisted to make his own cake for his 18th birthday. Her children are all getting so old. Only two are still in
school. This was going to be the last she sees of her son for a
while, he had enlisted in the army and was going to leave soon. She
hugs him, squeezing him tightly, remembering when he has just been a
tiny child, and she would have had to hold him up to hug him like
this. He hugs her back, and she closes her eyes, praying that God
would protect him when he leaves.
When her eyes open, she is at her
youngest daughter's highschool graduation. She watches her daughter
walk across the stage and get handed her diploma. She is so proud of
her. She still remembers the frightened little girl on her first day
of school. Sitting beside her are her husband and her other daughter,
who is leaning on her mother's arm, smiling and crying. Her son is
still away in another country, fighting for the lives of those he
loves. Looking around at the faces of those she loves, she wonders
how time could have passed so quickly. It seems like only yesterday
that she had walked across
the stage to receive her diploma. How had life gotten away from her?
She sighs
and closes
her tired eyes as the next person receives their diploma. She has
only come to see her daughter, and now she is
exhausted.
She
opens
her eyes to see her oldest daughter, dressed all in white, her face
as radiant as the sun. Tears spring into her eyes as she helps
everybody in the wedding party to find their bouquets. She checks her
own appearance in the mirror, just to make sure that she looks
alright, and realizes that her hair is becoming a soft, beautiful
shade of silver. Not all of her hair has changed, but large parts of
it. The wrinkles on her face are becoming more prominent, and there
seems to be nothing she can do to hide them anymore. She does not
look like the blushing bride that she once was, as her daughter is
now, and for a moment, the thought scares her. But then she remembers
that growing old with those she loves in not such a bad thing after
all, it is how God intended things to be, and she can most certainly
live with that. She hands her daughter her veil, and helps to pin it
on. Her husband comes in and takes his once young bride with him. The
blinding lights pointing her direction make her close her eyes
against the glare.
She
shades her eyes so she can open them again, and looks over the ocean
waves. This is the view that she had so often seen as a child, and
now she was seeing it again, only this time, it was because she was
here to visit her son. He was finally home, and living in her
parent's old home. It was painful to know that her mother and father
could not see their first great-grandchild, but it was comforting to
know that they were in a better place. Beside her stands her
daughter-in-law, her son's wife, holding her sweet baby boy. Looking
into the child's eyes, the new grandmother remembers looking into her
son's eyes for the first time, and knows that the mother of her
grandchild must be feeling that same great joy that she had felt, so
many years ago. She closes her eyes, which are becoming strained by
the harsh glare of the sun.
She
opens them to a joyous scene. Her whole family is together again. Her
husband sits beside her on the couch, holding her hand as he had done
for so many years. Her three children, who are not so young anymore,
are talking and laughing, sitting with their spouses. Her
grandchildren play together happily on the floor, the oldest taking
charge of the game. So much joy, so much
happiness. She never wants it to end. Everyone she loves most in the
world is around her. The only reason she would ever want to leave is
if they could all go to heaven together, right then. The thought of
heaven makes her smile. That is where she wanted to be one day, where
she knew she would be. She closes her eyes and leans her head on her
husband's arm, thinking about heaven.
Heaven
was not where she wanted him to go, not without her. She opens her
eyes, even though she still can barely see. Even with her glasses,
her tears make it impossible to see his sleeping face. As she wipes
her tears away, more come. She finally is able to control herself
enough to look once more at his kind face, to stare at his thin, gray
curls, the curls that she had once called stupid and ridiculous. Now
all she wants is to touch his curls, to hold his face in her hands,
to kiss his cold lips, to take his hands in hers, to hold them tight,
just as she had done the day that her father had placed their hands
together for the first time. And now he was gone. She knows she would
see him again one day, one beautiful day in heaven, when they would
spend eternity worshiping God together, where nobody would ever die
again. She closes her eyes as tears spill down her wrinkled cheeks,
and she prays that God would take her soon.
When
she opens her eyes, she peers out of her heavy lids at a dim hospital
room. Her children and grandchildren sit in the room around her,
teary-eyed and sad. She smiles weakly at them and tries to tell them
not to cry for her, because she is happy, she is going to go to her
heavenly home soon, but she cannot seem to speak. Her voice will not
obey her commands. So instead she looks around at her children's
faces. They, like her, have
begun to show the signs of aging. Her son has gray hair in his beard.
Her oldest daughter's face has begun to become wrinkled. Her youngest
daughter even, has begun to look weary and not so young anymore.
Her youngest daughter's
children are school age now, so even she has experienced watching her
babies grow up. But their mother still sees the sweet, innocent
little children they once were in their faces. She sees them through
the filter of a mother's love. She sees her growing grandchildren,
some of them timid, young, and still learning their alphabets, others
much older, stronger, learning to be wise young Christians. And that
is what fills
her heart with the most joy. She knows
they will
all see each other again one day, in Paradise. She had taught her
children in the way they should go, and now that they are getting
older, they have not departed from it. And now they are teaching
their children the same way. Coldness creeps into her limbs as she
kisses each of those around her farewell. As she closes her eyes upon
the world for the last time, she remembers the good life that the
Lord has given her, and she thanks Him for it. Her eyes close. She
will open them on earth no more.
Each life is special in the eyes of God. He formed us in our mother's wombs, he knew us each by name before we even knew ourselves.
We are made in His image, and that is a very special thing. He created us like Him, so it only makes sense that we should strive to become like Him.
In all that we do, we should give honor and glory to the one who made us.
He loves us more than a mother loves her children, more than a wife loves her husband. He loves us so much that he was willing to give up his *only child* so that we could be with Him one day in Heaven.
So if He loves us that much, even before we were born, before we could give Him anything in return, it only makes sense that we give Him everything back. Our love for brothers and sisters, fathers and mothers, husbands and wives, children and grandchildren, should look like hate compared to how much we love our God.
And that's saying something, because we are made in His image, we love like He does, we love a lot.
Remember, next time you start to think about how depressing your life is, think about how much He loves you. That you are made in the image of the God of the Universe. That everything in your life should belong to Him. And if you remember that, I promise you, your problems will cease to bother you, because in the end, they don't matter.
Only love remains.
Cheers!
Joseph's story, Genesis 39
Now, you may have noticed that I skipped chapter 38. That's because that chapter is not about Joseph, but rather his brother, Judah.
Going ahead with Joseph's story, we now find him in Egypt, as a slave.
Going ahead with Joseph's story, we now find him in Egypt, as a slave.
He had been sold to a man named Potiphar, who was the captain of the Pharoh's guards.
Even in the midst of these tribulations, God was with Joseph, and he blessed him greatly, and Potiphar's house because of him.
And so Potiphar set Joseph above all the matters of his house. He didn't even know what he had, only the food that he was eating at that moment.
So Joseph took care of Potiphar's house for him.
And, I might also mention, that it says that Joseph was very handsome, probably more than any other man in the house.
Potiphar's wife must have noticed this, because she began to lust after him.
So one day she goes to him and asks him to be with her.
Joseph is alarmed. All that his master owned he had put into Joseph's hands to take care of. He could have anything that he wanted in the entire house.
Except Potiphar's wife.
So Joseph says no, and walks away from her.
This goes on for a while, she really wants him, he says no.
Then one day, Joseph goes into the house to take care of some business that he has, and none of the other men are in the house.
And Potiphar's wife finds Joseph, and begs him to come be with her, to which he again says no.
Only this time she grabs his cloak, so he runs away, running *out* it, leaving it in her hands.
When she realizes that she is left, standing alone with his cloak in her hands, she screams, and some of the men come running inside to see what was the matter.
She tells them that the Hebrew that works there had tried to rape her, but when she screamed he ran away, leaving his cloak behind.
So she holds on to his cloak, keeping them with her until her husband gets home.
When Potiphar arrives, she shows him Joseph's garment and tells him the story she told her servants.
And of course this makes Potiphar angry. Here, the man he trusted most had betrayed him. He could have had almost anything in the entire house and he had tried to take the one thing that was Potiphar's and his alone. His wife.
So Potiphar has Joseph thrown into the prison where the king kept his prisoners (so this was not the ordinary prison).
But even still, in prison, God was with Joseph, and he gave him favor in the eyes of the Jailer, who put everything in the prison into Joseph's hand, so Joseph became the steward of the prison, and because of Joseph, God made everything under his care to prosper.
Cheers!
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